like honey in black tea
It's the thing that I think usually,
that nobody can be away from somebody's infuluence.
Today also, I got this thought at my friend's diary.
I don't know why, but,
everytime I see her diary,
I come to want to write my weblog,
my own diary,
or something else.
I don't mean that she is good at writing,
or she is a good story teller.
Well,
It's just, I should say that our sense to thing is similar,
or the ways to say it to smb is so,
Anyway, it's because we have something going over each other.
Today my back hurt so much
As I can't have an ounce of strength,
though I tried to do my work of usual,
but exactly,
It's never good with this body.
Because I can't move my body as usual,
It took twice longer time.
I'm sorry...
Then, I have a cold, don't I?
I feel that it's not because of a cold now.
After taking a bath,
My body is warm and light,
and my head is in a fog.
I started thinking it's because of lack of sleep.
Friends live far away.
The nearest is under this hill.
The farest is in Hokkaido or Hiroshima.
I saw some of them on 3rd Jan..
It's a bit before.
But I don't mean that I forgot it until now,
I've just come to the thinking
that the subjects of our talking don't go to the past
because it's not that
we share our life time going so quickly,
but we can empathize each of.
I'm looking forward to his coming to Tokyo.
Before, I must do my many many norm facing now.
But such a hope is to be one of fuel to do it.
Who gives me joy?
I can never reach the end if I strated to count,
And the most is the closest person,
of course,
but, now I can think like this,
somewhere more people giving joy is be on this world.
Now I'm enjoying hoping like this,
though,
it doesn't bear the fruit.
